Sooo Tired....and Tired of it!

It's been a rough day, it's late, and I'm bone tired, so this is going to be short!

I worked 5 hours today, and in that 5 hours, I counseled a couple on buying a new house, I had to calm an angry customer, I had to sign off on several high-dollar checks, I took a loan application for someone building a new garage, our loan system went down, and a host of other draining events that only I could handle.

Afterward, I was so tired I didn't think I was going to make it home. My husband met me at work and we went out to eat at Cheddar's, where I did a good job staying on my diet except for eating chips and queso/salsa. I ate a LOT of chips and queso/salsa. Did I tell you how much I LOVE chips and queso/salsa?

Anyway, I was hoping sitting down to eat would rejuvenate me, but it didn't. I was still so tired that I didn't think I could drive home, so we left one car at work, and Mike drove me home. We'll go back and get the other car tomorrow. When we finally got home, we laid down on the bed and slept for at least an hour. I felt some better after that -- just enough to run out to the store with Mike. Got back home and dropped again.  WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME?! Yeah,  yeah, yeah, Parkinson's Disease and all that...makes me mad.

So, here's the Yolanda report:

• Tired, tired, tired, tired...
• More heartburn, irritated and worsened by the juice cocktails prescribed; as a result, I didn't take any today, but I am planning to take them again tomorrow.
• Tremors are better.
• Swelling is not.
• Can I really be this utterly exhausted from cheating on my diet with the love of my life, chips and queso/salsa? This seems too much of a penalty for just cheating.  I cannot even tell you how tired I am; it's ridiculous!

That's all for today...I just wanted to document how I'm feeling. Hope I didn't bring anyone down with my own discouragement, but I'm tired of being tired! Hope it's better tomorrow!