Time to Re-Set

I wrote this maybe a month ago, but decided to post it now anyway, in hopes that it will be helpful to someone. On the particular day I wrote this, I was having a difficult time with my Parkinsons symptoms and I was discouraged. If you're  having a melt-down, or crying, or afraid, know that you aren't alone. Here's my post:

I have no good excuse, but I had a complete and total breakdown last night, sobbing my heart out.

I'm having a much more difficult time walking, regardless of diet and supplements. I guess I somehow thought I could completely arrest my symptoms, and when they actually got worse instead of better, I was mad. And afraid. Maybe more like terrified.

And I was mad at all those songs on Christian radio that talk about God working things for our good, and trusting that all things will work out right. I don't think this looks "right."

I'm sorry if it sounds sacrilegious, but I'm really being honest. I can't be the only one who feels that way....but I might be the only one who admits it.

I'm left to wonder if I should increase my medication or if I should hold out to see if I can make a a difference with essential oils.

I'm tired...emotionally, physically, mentally. Hopefully, I can come back on another day with a better attitude!